All right, in order not to have my space spoiled, i added this entry on a very very peaceful afternoon, no game, no alcohol.....

 

Tragedies just happened which we are not able to predict it, control it...because nature has it all...terrifying pictures show it all to you..i cant feel as how they feel at the site...the kind of loss..home, family members, friends..it hits everywhere, schools, hospitals...twenty thousands are lost, excluding the worst places that still couldnt be accessed...

 

GOD BLESS THEM ALL.

I LOVE YOU ALL.

Supposedly, i should write some thing here, at this time, 2007. 5:26pm, just woke up. 

First of all, just as usual to cheers the new year, and hope it is Another Chance For Us To Get It Right.hehehe, every year we get new chance to get ourselves right back on the track, however, every time it just doesn't go as we hope.

many people look forward for a New start in a new year but end up with old habits again.

Everybody just talks about resolutions in new year. Countries like Romania and Bulgaria are moving towards to the Greatest and warmest embrace offered by EU. MeanWhile North Korea is bloasting possession of nuclear weapons serve as a powerful force to defend for peace and security in their state-controlled newspapers...What a hell is that???*^(%&*

Simply for Singapore it doesn't change so much still remain the same as such a small economic backbone of Asian-pacific. nothing is going to happen that weirdly here as in North Korea. With the same beach party in the dancing pool with all kinds of ppl no matter white or black i reveled the new year celebration....

never will it be here to celebrate in snow and confetti, miss winter a bit.

All right, simply in the new year, what i am aiming is that hope i am no longer so forgetful..Please tidy up my own room at first hand. secondly, i hope i can have a better discipline, that includes a lot. i have to slowly slowly learn...happy my new year.

 

PS: i swicthed my IA company to ABB, hope i can be myself there.

    

 

just 10 minutes ago. i have received a phone call telling me i was selected by Hewlett-Packard . what a big surprise~!! not bad man, i am cheering myself up....

it is just this chance, quite good chance for me...but actually i was not fully prepared when i first stepped into the nice sales building of HP. i should say nice towers~~hoho..never in my life talk straightly to the chief in the interview, i am still wondering why HP lets boss interview the IA students???sounds a bit wierd??

slowlyi realized that there are a batch of good opportunities in life that just occur unexpected...But for every good chance you need to work as hard as bees to seize it, then it just happens...

it is a cool project, as i always define the super--natural terms around me...hohoho a bit exaggerative. hopefully i can work to deal with those sales products and marketing stuffs during my ia...no engineering any more...not like designing the CMOS inverter, no analysis of circuit...meanwhile i can get a feel of how it will be to communicate with those customers....a good salesman should do...

this piece of info. serves as a breeze in my cram examinations....wow...next week i still need to suffer 4 papers in 4 day...how can you imagine that??

happy ending....

 

很长时间自己都没写东西了，本打算出了成绩后，好好的牛逼一把的。。。

就这么，我们的三连冠的梦就这么的在今天下午悄悄的溜走了。

三年了，和你们打了三年的球了，也是我第三年的参赛了。

前几个月，才经历了打击，没被选入学校的前12人，没有机会和qtg一起参加singapore university game，没有机会分享我们学校在次夺冠。不过我依然很骄傲，因为我们学校ntu永远都是最强的。

希望就寄托在了这次的sports festival。我们很强，无论是内线还是外线，我们都无愧是第一的。有了王磊的加入，内线更能吃得住了。

就在最后的一步，也就是离冠军一步，我们输了，在决赛中输了。很遗憾。

现在回来了，心里很难受，一起并肩战斗了这么多年了，mini w问我：明年我们就毕业了，你还和我们一起打吗？

明年都不知道你们何去何从了，去美国的去美国了，工作的工作了。qtg:能凑到一块儿都很难了。希望你们还能坚持，明年再来。

 

首先，要感谢那些支持我们，一路都和我们一起走的fans们，谢谢你们的支持，真的是每场比赛必到的，扯破了嗓子，为我们加油的。没有你们的支持，我们不能走到这么远。感谢队友，vova, qtg, miniw, wang lei, ben, liu ming, wubo， shawn.一起奋战，虽然不能说明年我们还能不能再来，不过，大家都努力了，一起奋斗了。

明年再来吧。明年更强的。

当篮球真的被打得没有激情的时侯, 当自己被逼着跑圈儿的时候..

就在有些时候,补篮球对我来说, 真的很没有意思...今天又是那种感觉, 疲惫不堪, 一点儿兴趣都没有了..本来, 篮球对很多人, 包括自己在内, 是一个娱乐性很强的东西, 我也曾经迷过篮球..但是, 到现在, 真的, 我不敢说我爱篮球了...

虽然有时会为那些比赛而痴迷, 也会因为自己亲眼见到了NBA明星而高兴..然而, 这些好像都是一时的激动, 过了, 就没了那种愿望, 没了那种想要打球的欲望..难怪以前教练常说我打球时, 进攻的欲望不强...

当我又一次接受了这种艰难的体能训练, 他们称之为1, 2 3, 4, 5...魔鬼一样的...

NTU的球队也就是因为这种训练出明的, 也正是因为这种训练, 我们才能每年拿冠军, 也击败了来自中国CUBA的大学队...

这些只是成绩罢了, 学校为了出成绩, 于是就高压, 但是为了荣誉, 我留下了...

今天又来想这个问题, 自己是否真的得到了自己想要的?? 现在所得到的就只是像机器一样的, 听着教练不停的指示着...一点儿快乐都没了...

还真的不如退了, 我有想过退, 我也有问过自己: 你真的喜欢打球吗?? 是呀, 我真的喜欢吗???

就看我回国吧, 一点儿球没碰, 还老给自己找理由...能不动球, 我尽量不去动...现在也从来不看比赛了, 有时被问到: 中国昨天赢;了还是输了??? 我不知到....

我不能说自己是喜欢篮球, 因为没次都是看着别人打得很高兴了, 自己又想打, 但是真的打了一段时间后, 又没了兴趣...

很迷惑...后天还有热身赛....

等自己下次写时, 就知到我是不是真的还喜欢篮球了...

PS: 说的什么话??? 没头没尾的....我是真的迷惑了.

真的不敢相信, 今天, 就在今天, 我亲眼见到了:

 

PAUL GASOL. MANU GINOBILI. RASHO NESTEROVIC. DARKO MILICIC.....SO MANY NBA STAR PALYERS!!!

 

先看了 SINGAPORE VS AUSTRALIA, SINGAPORE 输了10多分, 不过 AUSTRALIA算是世界小有名气的队了. 这只是刚刚开始.

 

后来的一场 SERBIA VS SLOVENIA 的比赛, 的确让我们大开了眼界. 瞧瞧SLOVENIA 的快攻, 那是打得有章有法, 5号非常IMPRESSIVE. 在最后关头, 不是他的一个3分, 将比分大大超出, SLOVENIA 可能还会输. 看到了SLOVENIA 的8号NESTEROVIC 与SERBIA 11号MILICIC的中锋的对抗, 瞧瞧他们,2米10多的身高,一点儿不显笨, NESSTEROVIC 的脚步, 和MILICIC的三分, 都有自己的杀伤力. 比分一直不分上下, 最后SLOVENIA以3分的优势胜了SERBIA. 看到一旁的SERBIA的球迷们, 举着大旗为SERBIA加油, 听说最后还送SERBIA上了大巴.

 

下一场是ARGENTINA VS SPAIN.. 我们早早的就站在PLAYER ENTRANCE 等着GASOL 和 GINOBILI 的到来, 早听说了. 看看GASOL 还将自己的大腿露了出来...那是相当的扇情啊, 让我们等待的一刻!!! 就在这0.0001秒, GINOBILI 出现在场, 全场轰动!! 看到他们俩, 我的心愿了结了...

赞赞SPAIN 7号, 那3分, 直接将ARGENTIAN 送入地狱, SPAIN 真的是奇准!!

就不说多了, 看看照片!!!

回来已经一周了..

看着来来往往, 为自己学业疲于奔命的人们, 愿来自己也属于他们一类.

生活依然照久, 为了自己的前途, 也为了不让父母担心. 说俗点, 以后能吃好喝好..

开始正试的训练了, 真高兴, 又看到以前的队友...

给自己打打气, 加油.

生活充实了很多...

我爱新生活!~

 

话说这回家,除了在家养膘,就是在家养膘...

在家不像在NTU,那除了为所欲为,那还是为所欲为....

我是落伍了,什么VANS, 什么赤西-仁...看着他们滔滔不绝,牙都要说出来了...一点儿话都插不上...

不过这地盘还是我的，一混就熟了．见了不少以前的同窗，总节：女的都变漂亮了，瘦了，打拌一下，认不出了．男的ＦＡＳＨＩＯＮ了，各有志向．．

 

再说说世界杯吧,那是相当火热的...举国上下,那是欢腾一家,认不认识都在谈论.

不过俺最喜欢的球队OUT了.英格兰的都不会发点球,太背了.不过已经很不错了,能在10对11的情况下打得尤任有余,最后进入点球.他们太保守了,瞧瞧葡,那角度,简直就是打出了门框.ＧＥＲＲＡＲＤ,你为啥打这么正呢???软绵绵的...

不被看好的法居然赢了巴西.AMAZING...RONALDO不行了,早该换下,机会把握不住....

 

不过,无论中国球迷多么火热世界杯，中国永远出不了线了．．．说得不好听，中国球迷看世界杯，那就像是我小学时看＂Ａ＂片．看别人爽，自己也很爽，看多了，自己也想上．但是残酷的现实就是不允许．可是有一天自己真的上了，才发现自己真的是“心有余而力不足”。于是，只好继续看别人爽，让自己也跟着爽，甚至很多人觉得看别人爽比自己上爽多了，不是吗？呵呵．看着这四年一度的＂Ａ＂片男优大汇演，那是让人销魂啊，爽得有些同学加班加点，熬夜．不过女人看球那是看脸，男人看是看计术．大家融为一体，你爽你的，我爽我的．

 

明儿去西藏小游一下，１２日后回来．

顺便祝愿＂那＂位同胞：一路走好哈，哈日哈日．．

 

 

 

i just cant help publishing my two entries in one day..it is just amazing..cant help myself...

actually i have known this name only name for a long time, in CHinese they call it "Ge te". in english it is Gothic.

 

Actually there is a definition for the Gothic, the word Gothic is from German, early in the 18th and 19th century, Due to the Gothic revolution or they call it "Gothic Revival" on architeture and literature. They creat or dig out some sort of Gloomy melody..with the Gothic literature such as "The Castle of Otranto" by Walpole, "The Mysteries of Udolpho" by Ann Radcliff, All fo these work focus on cruel passion, and supernatural theme.

 

But the Gothic culture isnt anti christian, Many of the gothic songs and motifs are not SATANIC. However a lot of ppl will believe it otherwise...actually the music is about the emotions and spirituality. no religious boundaries. Of course we tend to over react to these musics, and more often consider them to be related to the Drugs. True that lots of Gothic listeners are taking drugs, well known deadly drugs heroin and marijuana, often used by all kinds of ppl, bussinessman, sportsman, housewives, mothers, fathers, even former ESPN employees..Taking drugs means nothing..

Drugs doesnot mean Gothicness. Generally Gothic man wears a lot of black clothes that is one way to tell, and it fu*ks the mainstream!

 

The real Gothic Music began in UK during 1980s, a kind of post punk genre. GOthic has lots of styles of sounds, common in all is Dark Sound. some kind of death rock. as the culture grows internationally, a number of mainstreams are influenced by it, including Mallgoth or Neo-Goths in the US, Cuervos in Spain, Dark In Latin America, gogans in Australia, and spooky kids or moshers in the UK. Among them, which are mainly formed by groups of young ppl.

Then from Japan the term COSPLAY is introduced, i can still remember some of my secondary schoolmates have joined the Cosplay once..

 

The very famous Goth band is Bauhaus. others are Siouxsie & the Banshees, Southern Death Cult, Sex Gang Children, 45 Grave, The Damned, so on and on...

Here are some nice sounds from Black Swan...

 

The 3rd one which is the last stand is actually nothing new compared with the other two series...just a very poor Xman series...whatever it talks about is all about thoese stupid superpower, what the hell is this?? sometimes in order to make a great shock to the audiences, directors tend to be more exaggerative, they made everything happen without any logic, the only thing that can be used to explain thoese supernatural stuffs, all the actors and actresses are given the superpower.

you know it is really really boring to watch this kind of movie. no fun. i have asked myself a question: what can i figure out from the movie after i have watched it?? what can i think about the movie?? nothing, Empty...the thread is so simple that you even do not need to bother about understanding it. you know why? this story comes from the kid's book..i have tried very hard to figure something out, maybe the only thing that i can ask the director is:

Why there are two groups of mutated "things" trying to eliminate each other while both of them do not want to be cured by human medicals??? remember the time the Roll went to cure herself?? only she goes..If so then who is the positive group, and who is negative?

allright, according to what i have learned in the cinematic course sometimes there is no positive and negative, the director just wants to express sth.  to us maybe a social issue?? maybe a kind of hope?? No all these thoses cannot be found..action movies and mutated species won, human stands aside..ridiculous

 

hahaha, i think even the director himself does not think about it...

You know why in the end the wolfman does not die?? director or story makes it..they give him the super power then he survived..what the hell?? imagine that you already know what will happen and consequencies of the movies..and in between it is just some sort of god fight...Lol..

if i rank this movie, i will put it 2.5 stars out of 5.

too lousy..

 

Today the greatest discovery in the human history!!! : This Shiiiiii guy Tiësto...

 

Only Today i know that there is a world level DJ Tiësto..

This netherland guy is punctuated by having achieved over 25,000 ppl solo stadium event. his  Sarah McLachlan's Silence even has become the international dancefloor anthem...He even played during the official opening ceremony of the Olympic Games in Athens!!!! bombbuster.

 

soooooooooo glad that he is such a guy that bring me up hi~~..Because this guy really likes travelling he has been around the world and influenced by a lot of cultural, so does his trance..

And his mix has been in new fashion for nearly 10 years...

 

his featured one is 'Delerium featuring Sarah McLachlan - Silence' ...wow:

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxOifWCcRxs&search=DJ%20tiesto 

 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZmE3fUKU5U&search=DJ%20tiesto

 

 

 

Today is the 8th day of my DIP project. 23 days left to go, but i am already bored in the Fu*king lab..i can't imagine how can people stay in the lab for 8 hours a day, "playing" around thoses damn equipments..mayeb we should try to find some new ways to pass our time in the lab for the rest days.. some guys have brought their laptops, some even brought along their PSP...

 just not bad, so far we have progressed well, except some minor problems, like Robot's two wheels are not turning at the same speed, that has taken up us quite a long time.. we even need to change the whole VB code, although personally i think we really don't need this kind of language any more, pretty old already...i guess it's because our prof is specialized in this field, but it is really out of fashioned already..i know its not your fault prof..the technology is really growing out of its pace..too fast.

at this boring time maybe i need to post sth. to refresh myself..hohoho

 

i found the Manson Berlin show, and its fresh and unrevealed..check it out..for my own Rock fans..

"SHow Me the Way tO the NeXt LiTtle Gal, Oh DoNt AsK wHy....."

http://www.6park.com/enter4/messages/73712.html

 

 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3qiWnplWHE&search=

Rabbit's foot, we still dont know what it is in the end..but just because of this myth to both Ethan and us, it sparks the story MI3. no way should anybody say it is not worth watching, just because of the greatest destruction ..bridges blowing up, Lamboghini explosion..wow..."that is really a good car" as Maggie said in the film...and it seems to me that all of the staffs have traveled around the world from US to German then Italy Vatican, all the way to Shanghai...and it shows the skyscrapers not stand in US but also in Shanghai..

~yeah, as the tile MI, Tom can always finish sth. that is impossible..swinging from one tower to the other, meanwhile killing two "People's liberation Army"; running through the bullets and missiles which are aimed at him like rain without any wound..survive from the missle accident on motor...too many i cant recall all of them from the movie..

it breaks the frozen atmosphere for audiences with a shocking start...then towards the end, it tells the story..it plays a trick on our sub-conscious that the big black boss is not always the real evil director of the event...which unlike the traditional film...

actually the most imperssive actor in the movie besides Tom, should be Hoffman..he is such an asshole on the screen...really identifies himself as weed..never can be eliminated, though he has only around ten minutes screen time.....at the other side, frankly speaking i like to see thoese actress more..especially MAggie..~~a irish and vietnamese which gives her a fatastic looking, sexy and cool.i must say that her acts in the vatican are really  bombbusters..riding the LAm Motor, dressing in red, rarely smile..

Overall. one thing i am missing is that why Tom is captured by the IMF outside the hospital?? for what reason?? it seems very confusing when they are attacked by the missiles and then got persued by IMF...

 

 

 

 

 

HOHOHO...it says Happy Living or Die...

it has been 4 days, i did nothing these 4 days. just sat in front of computer...looking these and thoese..maybe it's a kind of after exam effect..i don't know, i slept at 4 or 5 am, woke up at 2 pm...really lazy..

ANd i swear again i will never trust the MegaDownload again, i tried to use it to download "Good Charlotte" and other albums, every time it told me to wait..every time coudn't display eventually...

 

things gonna be changed, today  i forced myself to Library...today library is so so quiet...serveral people here...unlike the period before exam, when all the students craming here, seats are reall HOt during thoses days, but not now..

Wow..so many things got left for me to pack up...even did't have my brunch i stayed here, in front of the computer doing sth. at least i think they are meaningful..

 

hehehe...i am very happy that i found these Greek titles in some book here, and just copied them down here..Which means: Happy Living or Die..after been dead for 4 days i am alive today...

i don't want to stay in my dirty Gloomy room any more....it's just giving me a knid of hopelessness with some kind of newly downloaded Gloomy Techno Rock...If who wanna try these Gloomy Techno Rock..i sure you that you will be pissed off after listening to these Bull-shit...made by some German Guys..hohoho

 

while sitting in the Hss Lib i feel refreshed, forget everything...read some news do some projects...check out the hottest news tat happened around...

 

now i will try to add my entry twice a week or more..my blog is gonna die otherwise..

 

Check this out newest treasure i found today...rock by a baby voice...

 

 

finally i am released..maybe i am more mature than before, i didn't feel any thing special now..

usually, if the exam is over i will be rediculous, and crazy...this time, feel quite peace...

ya..one month later i will be in my hometown, and after i have been apart from my family for a year, i do miss them a bit..however, my parents are very happy that i am living a very colorful live here, although sometimes i am too busy that i missed a lot of tihngs..and i am also very happy that i have got a lot of friends here..

after i left my home i suddenly realized that my family is my support behind me...they can talk to me frankly, and therefore i also tell them whatever have happened here, they understand me, even that if i did a poor job in my exam. it really seems like my parents dont care about the exam as important as before for me..what they care more is me..

i am older than before after i have spent my birthday party a month ago...exactly..

which means my life expectancy is one year shorter now...

and god is very fair to everyone of us..he/she(i always wish god is a female, damn fair and nice looking) gives everybody equally the same time, shall we value it?? use it where you need it in your life...

i have experienced some thing, which is very very painful..i never tell anyone....i have also learned a lot from that, that is very unhappy and i felt very depressed and a kind of bounding...actually what everyone needs is just a peaceful life time and enjoy everything...and for me most importantly, my own kind of life style..

however i can see that i am the person who really can do for my friends..no matter what it is...but except fighting..(QTG you always fight..)

i wanna tell that there is really no need to care about so many 'fussy' things around..just live your happy life...you will regret a lot if you do really care about all of these...

you know sometimes it is like cutting your life time if you suffer from these...

just please do be open hearted...

life is more important than those 'fussy' stuffs...we don't want to destroy our life isn't it??

good luck and good mood..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

刚刚起来，昨天晚上的夜啤酒，不错。

吃得爽，玩儿得爽。

这就是我的完美生活。

对自己说：值了~

 

老百姓过得不错。

 

妈呀，真去做 TUtorial 了。

 

 

新年快乐

忙~

今天真的真的很高兴~

1。 课全选上了。

2。在对hall7 的ihg比赛中，我的5个三分球将hall7送入了地狱~~（please, hall 7 guy, don't be angry~. you also played a very good game)

 

这几天真的是不顺了。

没一天顺了。。

前两天MP3被我自己踩坏了

昨天打坏了东西

上午 application form 又不见了

 

大爷啊~~~

就在5分钟前我发现我的钱包丢了，第二次丢了~~

吃饭的时候从来就把钱包放在身上的，今天不知道犯了什么事儿。。偏偏放在了桌上

 

刚才想再去小吃一顿时，钱包不见了。怎么找，就是找不着。

突然想起放在canteen了。

 

抱着一线希望，去找找看。。没有。。

想或许是哪个学生捡去了吧。。等几天就能找回来。

巧啊

就在另一张桌子上，找到了我心爱的钱包。。

喜啊。

是我的。。

悲啊

里边儿空空的。。大爷啊~~~。。。  

 

除了matric card, 什么Ez--link, OCBC, cashcard 都没了。。

 

我还是要说一声：谢谢啊，给我留下了包儿和Matric