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All right, in order not to have my space spoiled, i added this entry on a very very peaceful afternoon, no game, no alcohol.....

 

Tragedies just happened which we are not able to predict it, control it...because nature has it all...terrifying pictures show it all to you..i cant feel as how they feel at the site...the kind of loss..home, family members, friends..it hits everywhere, schools, hospitals...twenty thousands are lost, excluding the worst places that still couldnt be accessed...

 

GOD BLESS THEM ALL.

I LOVE YOU ALL.

Supposedly, i should write some thing here, at this time, 2007. 5:26pm, just woke up. 

First of all, just as usual to cheers the new year, and hope it is Another Chance For Us To Get It Right.hehehe, every year we get new chance to get ourselves right back on the track, however, every time it just doesn't go as we hope.

many people look forward for a New start in a new year but end up with old habits again.

Everybody just talks about resolutions in new year. Countries like Romania and Bulgaria are moving towards to the Greatest and warmest embrace offered by EU. MeanWhile North Korea is bloasting possession of nuclear weapons serve as a powerful force to defend for peace and security in their state-controlled newspapers...What a hell is that???*^(%&*

Simply for Singapore it doesn't change so much still remain the same as such a small economic backbone of Asian-pacific. nothing is going to happen that weirdly here as in North Korea. With the same beach party in the dancing pool with all kinds of ppl no matter white or black i reveled the new year celebration....

never will it be here to celebrate in snow and confetti, miss winter a bit.

All right, simply in the new year, what i am aiming is that hope i am no longer so forgetful..Please tidy up my own room at first hand. secondly, i hope i can have a better discipline, that includes a lot. i have to slowly slowly learn...happy my new year.

 

PS: i swicthed my IA company to ABB, hope i can be myself there.

    

 

just 10 minutes ago. i have received a phone call telling me i was selected by Hewlett-Packard . what a big surprise~!! not bad man, i am cheering myself up....

it is just this chance, quite good chance for me...but actually i was not fully prepared when i first stepped into the nice sales building of HP. i should say nice towers~~hoho..never in my life talk straightly to the chief in the interview, i am still wondering why HP lets boss interview the IA students???sounds a bit wierd??

slowlyi realized that there are a batch of good opportunities in life that just occur unexpected...But for every good chance you need to work as hard as bees to seize it, then it just happens...

it is a cool project, as i always define the super--natural terms around me...hohoho a bit exaggerative. hopefully i can work to deal with those sales products and marketing stuffs during my ia...no engineering any more...not like designing the CMOS inverter, no analysis of circuit...meanwhile i can get a feel of how it will be to communicate with those customers....a good salesman should do...

this piece of info. serves as a breeze in my cram examinations....wow...next week i still need to suffer 4 papers in 4 day...how can you imagine that??

happy ending....

 

很长时间自己都没写东西了，本打算出了成绩后，好好的牛逼一把的。。。

就这么，我们的三连冠的梦就这么的在今天下午悄悄的溜走了。

三年了，和你们打了三年的球了，也是我第三年的参赛了。

前几个月，才经历了打击，没被选入学校的前12人，没有机会和qtg一起参加singapore university game，没有机会分享我们学校在次夺冠。不过我依然很骄傲，因为我们学校ntu永远都是最强的。

希望就寄托在了这次的sports festival。我们很强，无论是内线还是外线，我们都无愧是第一的。有了王磊的加入，内线更能吃得住了。

就在最后的一步，也就是离冠军一步，我们输了，在决赛中输了。很遗憾。

现在回来了，心里很难受，一起并肩战斗了这么多年了，mini w问我：明年我们就毕业了，你还和我们一起打吗？

明年都不知道你们何去何从了，去美国的去美国了，工作的工作了。qtg:能凑到一块儿都很难了。希望你们还能坚持，明年再来。

 

首先，要感谢那些支持我们，一路都和我们一起走的fans们，谢谢你们的支持，真的是每场比赛必到的，扯破了嗓子，为我们加油的。没有你们的支持，我们不能走到这么远。感谢队友，vova, qtg, miniw, wang lei, ben, liu ming, wubo， shawn.一起奋战，虽然不能说明年我们还能不能再来，不过，大家都努力了，一起奋斗了。

明年再来吧。明年更强的。

当篮球真的被打得没有激情的时侯, 当自己被逼着跑圈儿的时候..

就在有些时候,补篮球对我来说, 真的很没有意思...今天又是那种感觉, 疲惫不堪, 一点儿兴趣都没有了..本来, 篮球对很多人, 包括自己在内, 是一个娱乐性很强的东西, 我也曾经迷过篮球..但是, 到现在, 真的, 我不敢说我爱篮球了...

虽然有时会为那些比赛而痴迷, 也会因为自己亲眼见到了NBA明星而高兴..然而, 这些好像都是一时的激动, 过了, 就没了那种愿望, 没了那种想要打球的欲望..难怪以前教练常说我打球时, 进攻的欲望不强...

当我又一次接受了这种艰难的体能训练, 他们称之为1, 2 3, 4, 5...魔鬼一样的...

NTU的球队也就是因为这种训练出明的, 也正是因为这种训练, 我们才能每年拿冠军, 也击败了来自中国CUBA的大学队...

这些只是成绩罢了, 学校为了出成绩, 于是就高压, 但是为了荣誉, 我留下了...

今天又来想这个问题, 自己是否真的得到了自己想要的?? 现在所得到的就只是像机器一样的, 听着教练不停的指示着...一点儿快乐都没了...

还真的不如退了, 我有想过退, 我也有问过自己: 你真的喜欢打球吗?? 是呀, 我真的喜欢吗???

就看我回国吧, 一点儿球没碰, 还老给自己找理由...能不动球, 我尽量不去动...现在也从来不看比赛了, 有时被问到: 中国昨天赢;了还是输了??? 我不知到....

我不能说自己是喜欢篮球, 因为没次都是看着别人打得很高兴了, 自己又想打, 但是真的打了一段时间后, 又没了兴趣...

很迷惑...后天还有热身赛....

等自己下次写时, 就知到我是不是真的还喜欢篮球了...

PS: 说的什么话??? 没头没尾的....我是真的迷惑了.